Jaxon Ryder

My network is down at work but the interwebs are working so here I am…

A lot has been happening. I love it so much. Although, my body is breaking and has decided to go on strike my heart has been happy.

For one, I am officially an Auntie! I surprised my seesterfriend with a visit when I heard she was starting to have contractions. I’m so happy I was there to witness the birth of my beautiful lil”nephew bear Jaxon Ryder. Hearing his cry for the first time meant everything. Seriously, there is no sound more beautiful than a baby’s first cry. It was an amazing, intense, beautiful and scary experience all at the same time.

I’m so thankful to be in the position I was in to be there. Yes, I am completely broke, no exaggeration, but money is just money. I won’t be thinking about what my current financial situation is in the future because it will change. Money is fluid. My sister having a baby? Not so much. Besides I tend to sacrifice my finances for experiences for the most part anyways. I’ll book a trip no qualms if it’ll make me happy in some way.

To be there to support my sister and to meet my nephew was such an amazing blessing. It was a completely new experience. Really, all encompassing, eye opening, new experience. It was unlike anything else I’ve bared witness to before. Crazy.

Seeing life establish itself also has a way of making you count your blessings.

I also have a newfound respect for my sister and all the other beautiful mamas of the world. Being able to bring a child into this world is truly an amazing thing. That’s life dude. Life. Think about that shit. Women make magic. Straight up. To grow a living breathing being in your body and bring it to life. Holy shit. That’s crazy.

Anyways, sorry. I tend to go off on tangents when I think about how how amazing things are. Life is incredible. Talk about blessings.

Here is my beautiful lil’ nephew baby bear. He’s precious and I love him and you probably should too.




2 thoughts on “Jaxon Ryder

  1. La

    Thank you so much for being there! Having you next to me was exactly what I needed to get me through that crazy experience. Jaxon will forever know that his auntie bear was there when he took his first breath and gave his first cry (longest minute of my life). We love you infinity!

    Ps – Jaxon misses you and can’t wait to see you again ❤


  2. Cin Mai Garcia

    You seriously made my day, week, month Lei! I was so shocked, surprised and elated to see you walk up at Cuesta park. It was a moment I will remember forever. That’s how you make me feel! A happy camper I am! Thank you for the much needed surprise! I’m so happy for your sister and you! Your nephew is such a sweet, adorable little guy. Can’t wait to meet him! We all can’t wait, especially Christian xoxo



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