My network is down at work but the interwebs are working so here I am…
A lot has been happening. I love it so much. Although, my body is breaking and has decided to go on strike my heart has been happy.
For one, I am officially an Auntie! I surprised my seesterfriend with a visit when I heard she was starting to have contractions. I’m so happy I was there to witness the birth of my beautiful lil”nephew bear Jaxon Ryder. Hearing his cry for the first time meant everything. Seriously, there is no sound more beautiful than a baby’s first cry. It was an amazing, intense, beautiful and scary experience all at the same time.
I’m so thankful to be in the position I was in to be there. Yes, I am completely broke, no exaggeration, but money is just money. I won’t be thinking about what my current financial situation is in the future because it will change. Money is fluid. My sister having a baby? Not so much. Besides I tend to sacrifice my finances for experiences for the most part anyways. I’ll book a trip no qualms if it’ll make me happy in some way.
To be there to support my sister and to meet my nephew was such an amazing blessing. It was a completely new experience. Really, all encompassing, eye opening, new experience. It was unlike anything else I’ve bared witness to before. Crazy.
Seeing life establish itself also has a way of making you count your blessings.
I also have a newfound respect for my sister and all the other beautiful mamas of the world. Being able to bring a child into this world is truly an amazing thing. That’s life dude. Life. Think about that shit. Women make magic. Straight up. To grow a living breathing being in your body and bring it to life. Holy shit. That’s crazy.
Anyways, sorry. I tend to go off on tangents when I think about how how amazing things are. Life is incredible. Talk about blessings.
Here is my beautiful lil’ nephew baby bear. He’s precious and I love him and you probably should too.